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A‡bKUv c_ †nu‡U wgbyi †ek K¬vš— jvM‡Q| Ni †_‡K †ei nevi mgq evev e‡jwQj- †QvUfvB wK‡kvi‡K m‡½ wb‡Z; c‡_ †Kv‡bv Amyweav n‡j †m Zv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e| wgby welqwU‡K ¸i“Z¡B †`qwb| GwU wgbyi ¯^fve| wb‡Ri Kv‡Ri m‡½ †m Avi KvD‡K Rov‡Z Pvq bv| Ab¨ Kv‡iv m‡½ cÖvß djvd‡ji fvMvfvwM †m wKQz‡ZB †g‡b wb‡Z cv‡i bv|
`ywU GjvKvB kniZwji| wgbyiUv K…òcyi Avi †m †hLv‡b hv‡”Q Zvi bvg weòzcyi| wgbyi KvRUv KvD‡K wVK m‡½ wb‡q Kivi g‡ZvI bq| G iKg Kv‡R nVvr weeªZKi cwiw¯’wZ m„wó n‡Z cv‡i| †QvU fvB‡qi mvg‡b †m iKg †Kv‡bv welq †g‡b †bqv Zvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| wKQzw`b Av‡MI †ckvMZ `vwqZ¡ cvjbKv‡j Zv‡K GKwU weeªZKi cwiw¯’wZ‡Z co‡Z n‡q‡Q; †jvKwU nVvr Zv‡K Rwo‡q ai‡e †m eyS‡ZB cvwiwb| Aek¨ G iKg †h n‡ZB cv‡i †m wel‡q Zvi c~e© cÖ¯‘wZ _v‡K| †mw`b gvbwmK nvmcvZv‡j welqwU GZ `ª“Z Ges AvKw¯§Kfv‡e N‡U‡Q †h, M‡elYvi welq wn‡m‡e gvby‡li AvPiYc‡Î Zvi m‡e©v”P b¤^i cÖvwßi welqwU wb‡Ri Kv‡QB cÖkœwe× n‡q‡Q| gjvUew›` wel‡qi evB‡iI †h Av‡iv A‡bK ARvbv welq _v‡K wgbyi Kv‡Q †mw`b †mwU AviI ¯úó n‡q‡Q|
wgbyi gvbwmK kw³i `„pZv Awdmmn evmvi mK‡jB Rv‡b; ZvB evev wK‡kvi‡K mv‡_ †bevi K_v e‡j `vwqZ¡ †ev‡ai wecix‡Z j¾vB †c‡qwQ‡jb| Avevi cvk †_‡K †QvU †evb  weby hLb GB mvnmx hvÎvi m½x n‡Z †P‡qwQj ZLb †mB gyPwK nvwm A‡bKUv iv‡Mi ch©v‡q P‡j wM‡qwQj| ivM mvgjv‡Z wgby ZwoNwo K‡i †ewi‡q c‡o‡Q| wKQz`~i wiKkvq Pjvi ci Dchy³ c_ bv _vKvq Zv‡K AMZ¨v †nu‡U †h‡Z n‡”Q|
cv‡q Pjvi Kó _vK‡jI c‡_i `yÕcv‡k mey‡Ri mgv‡ivn Zv‡K gy» Ki‡Z †Kv‡bv iKg fyj Ki‡Q bv| Zvi cÖvY †b‡P DV‡Q, ey‡Ki †fZi wbg©j evZvm †`vjv w`‡q hv‡”Q&| AmsL¨ Mv‡Q jvj UzKUzK wkgyj †`‡L wb‡Ri †fZ‡i i³ cÖev‡ni MwZ †hb †e‡o hv‡”Q| nVvr gv_vi Dci w`‡q GKwU NyNy D‡o †h‡Z †`‡L Zvi gbUv wKQz¶‡Yi Rb¨ D`vm n‡q hvq| GB gyn~‡Z© Zvi Kuv‡ai e¨vMUv e‡q wb‡Z Kó n‡”Q| eû c_ G iKg †m Av‡MI †nu‡U‡Q wKš‘ GZUv K¬vwš— KL‡bvB g‡b nqwb| cÖvq GK N›Uv a‡i †m nuvU‡Q wKš‘ c_ wKQz‡ZB †kl n‡”Q bv| gv‡S gv‡S `yÕGKRb c_Pvix‡K wRÁvmv Ki‡QÑ K…òcyi GjvKvUv Avi KZ `~i? mevB nvZ bvwo‡q Ggb fv‡e †`Lv‡”Q †hb K‡qK cv GwM‡q †M‡jB †m K…òcyi †c‡q hv‡e|
 Ggb AvPi‡Y Zvi ivM n‡”Q bv, eis MÖv‡gi mnR-mij gvbyl¸‡jvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q KóB n‡”Q| †hLvb †_‡K †m iIbv n‡q‡Q †mLvbKvi gvbyl Avi Zvi K‡qK wK‡jvwgUvi `~‡ii gvby‡li g‡a¨ KZ cv_©K¨| meyR av‡bi mv‡_ wg‡jwg‡k Giv cÖvq cÖ‡Z¨‡K mey‡Ri g‡ZvB wbg©j| fiv cyKz‡ii cvwb‡Z muvZvi †K‡U †Mvmj Ki‡Z cv‡i e‡j G‡`i gb GZ ¯^”Q| gvwUi †muv`v M‡Üi m‡½ ¯^cœ jvjb K‡i e‡j GZ w¯’i G‡`i fv‡jvevmv| A_P Zv‡K gvbweK Ae¶‡qi mwPÎ wi‡cvU© msMÖ‡ni R‡b¨ †mB MÖv‡gB †h‡Z n‡”Q! mewKQz wgwj‡q fve‡Z Lye Kó n‡”Q Zvi| Gme fve‡Z fve‡Z mvg‡b G¸‡”Q wgby| nVvr c‡_i cv‡k cyivb Mv‡Qi ¸uwo‡Z GKwU †g‡q‡K PzcPvc e‡m _vK‡Z †`‡L †m `uvwo‡q hvq| †g‡qwUi Kvbœv †`‡L Zvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovq| K_v ejvi †Póv K‡i wKš‘ †g‡qwU wKQz‡ZB †Kv‡bv K_v ej‡Z Pvq bv| wgby wKQz wRÁvmv Ki‡Z †M‡jB †m †Ku‡` I‡V| wgby K_v bv evwo‡q mvg‡b G¸‡Z _v‡K|
Zvi †Pv‡L GB gyn~‡Z© cvwievwiK cwi‡e‡ki wKQz `„k¨ †f‡m I‡V| g‡b n‡”QÑ GwUB K…òcyi | Zvi mvg‡b w`‡q GKwU Mi“‡K Uvb‡Z Uvb‡Z wb‡q hvIqv GK hyeK‡K †`‡L wgby wR‡Ám K‡iÑ GLv‡b cvMjevwo bv‡g †h evwowUi bvg ivLv n‡q‡Q †mwU †Kvb w`‡K? cÖkœwU †kvbvi mv‡_ mv‡_B hyeKwU Mi“i iwk †Q‡o †`Š‡o cvwj‡q hvq| wgby Pzc K‡i `uvwo‡q _v‡K| GB `„k¨ †_‡KB Zvi g~j wi‡cvU© ïi“ n‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘ †m AviI wKQz mgq A‡c¶v Ki‡Z Pvq| AZxZ AwfÁZvi mv‡_ eZ©gvb AvPiY‡K wgwj‡q †`Lvi †Póv K‡i wgby| GK ga¨e‡qwm gwnjv Svo–nv‡Z GKwU gyiwM Zvov‡Z Zvov‡Z Zvi mvg‡b G‡m _g‡K `uvovq| Zvi †Pv‡L gy‡L dz‡U I‡V GKwU ARvbv we¯§q| wgby Gme `„k¨ hZ †`L‡Q ZZB AevK n‡”Q|
GB gyn~‡Z© †m hv‡K †`L‡Q Zv‡KB cvMj e‡j g‡b n‡”Q| wgby wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q Zv‡K wR‡Ám K‡iÑ cvMjevwo †KvbUv, Avcwb wK †P‡bb? gwnjv f¨vev‡PKv †L‡q  †Kv‡bv DËi bv w`‡q `ª“Z P‡j hvq| †invbv nZf¤^ n‡q hvq|
mevB Zvi mv‡_ G iKg Ki‡Q †Kb? wgby Kx Ki‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †m wKQz¶Y PzcPvc `uvwo‡q _v‡K| e¨vMUv Kuva †_‡K c‡o hvq| Amnv‡qi g‡Zv ay‡jv bv †S‡oB †m e¨vMwU Avevi Nv‡o Zz‡j †bq|
Av‡M wVK G ai‡bi wi‡cvU© msMÖ‡ni R‡b¨ †m †hLv‡bB †M‡Q †mLv‡b DrmyK gvby‡li wfo j¶¨ K‡i‡Q| GKevi wfo mvgjv‡Z Zv‡K wngwkg †L‡Z n‡qwQj| fve‡Z fve‡Z †m Avi GKUz mvg‡b GwM‡q  †h‡ZB †`‡LÑ Avmvi c‡_ †`Lv †g‡qwU GwM‡q Avm‡Q| wgby `uvwo‡q hvq| †g‡qwU Zvi KvQvKvwQ n‡j wgby Avevi wR‡Ám K‡iÑ Av”Qv, Zzwg wK cvMjevwowU †P‡bv? †g‡qwU wgbyi gy‡Li w`‡K AcjK ZvwK‡q _v‡K| Zv‡K Kx ej‡e wVK eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| KuvcvKuvcv ¯^‡i wR‡Ám K‡iÑ Avcwb †K? †Kv‡Ì‡K G‡m‡Qb? wgby mivmwi e‡jÑ Avwg kn‡i GKwU cwÎKvq KvR Kwi| Avgvi bvg wgbviv Rvgvb| †g‡qwU eyS‡Z cv‡i †Kb wgby cvMjevwo LuyR‡Q|
†m wgby‡K wb‡q GKwU evwoi wmuwoi Kv‡Q G‡m `uvovq, e‡jÑ GB †h, GwU n‡”Q cvMjevwo| `uvov‡ZB nVvr GKwU Kvbœvi kã wgbyi Kv‡b †f‡m Av‡m| Kvbœvi mv‡_ †K †hb wPrKvi K‡i ej‡QÑ Avgv‡K †Q‡o `vI, Avwg †Zvgv‡`i wK”Qz PvB bv|  †Zvgv‡`i m¤úwËi †Kv‡bv AskB PvB bv Avwg| Avwg GB GK Kvc‡o MÖvg †Q‡o P‡j hve| †Kv‡bv w`bB G MÖv‡g wd‡i Avme bv| wgby gb w`‡q K_v¸‡jv †kvbvi †Póv K‡i| †m †g‡qwU‡K wR‡Ám K‡iÑ N‡ii †fZi H †h †jvKwU wPrKvi K‡i Kuv`‡Q, Ii bvg wK Q‡jgvb? †g‡qwU Kuv‡`v Kuv‡`v ¯^‡i e‡jÑ wR Avcv! Ii bvg Q‡jgvb|  wgby †g‡qwUi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvqÑ IB N‡ii `iRvi Pvwe Kvi Kv‡Q? †g‡qwU e‡jÑ GKwU Ii mr fvB‡qi Kv‡Q Avi GKwU Ii mr gv‡qi Kv‡Q| wgby Avevi wR‡Ám K‡iÑ Zviv †Kv_vq? †g‡qwU e‡jÑ Iiv Av‡kcv‡kB Av‡Q| Avmvi c‡_ I‡`i `yÕR‡bi mv‡_ Avcbvi †`LvI n‡q‡Q| Avcwb wK R‡b¨ G‡m‡Qb ZvI Iiv Rv‡b| Gi Av‡M Avcbvi g‡Zv AviI PviRb G‡mwQ‡jb| Avcbv‡`i g‡Zv †KD G‡jB Iiv cvwj‡q _v‡K|  GLb Gw`‡K Iiv Avm‡e bv| Av”Qv, Zzwg wK Q‡jgv‡bi GB cwiYwZi K_v wKQz ej‡Z cvi‡e? wgbyi K_v ï‡bB †g‡qwU nVvr WyK‡i †Ku‡` I‡V| Kvbœv Qvov Zvi gyL w`‡q †Kv‡bv DËi †ei nq bv| †m ïay Kuv`‡Z _v‡K| GB gyn~‡Z© Zvi Rvb‡ZI B‡”Q Ki‡Q bvÑ Zywg †Kb Kuv`Q? eis wgby evievi Zv‡K kvš— Kivi †Póv K‡i| wKš‘ †g‡qwUi Kvbœv _v‡g bv| wgby wK Ki‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Zv‡K †h GmvBb‡g›U w`‡q GLv‡b cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q Zvi Kx wi‡cvU© wb‡q †m wd‡i hv‡e! Q‡jgvb‡K †h N‡i AvU‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q †m N‡ii †Kv‡bv RvbvjvI †Lvjv †bB †h ARvbv AÜKvi †_‡KI GKwU Qwe Aš—Z msMÖn Kiv hv‡e| GBUzKz wi‡cvU© wj‡L †Zv †Kv‡bv jvf †bB| G iKg wi‡cvU© †Zv Ab¨ cwÎKvq Qvcv n‡q‡Q| wgby welqwU wb‡q GKwU AbymÜvbx cÖwZ‡e`b Kivi B”Qv cÖKvk Ki‡j, m¤úv`K mv‡ne ZLbB Zv‡K wbi“rmvwnZ K‡iwQ‡jb wKš‘ †m GwU‡‡K P¨v‡jÄ wn‡m‡e wb‡q‡Q| †n‡i hvevi cvÎx †m bq!
wgby †g‡qwUi gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q e‡jÑ Zzwg †Zv GB MÖv‡giB †g‡q, Zzwg †Zv wKQz bv wKQz Rv‡bv| Avgv‡K †Zvgvi eÜz fve‡Z cv‡iv| Q‡jgv‡bi GB cwiYwZi wKQz Rvbv _vK‡j Avgv‡K e‡jv| †g‡qwU nVvr Kvbœv _vwg‡q e‡jÑ Avcv Q‡jgv‡bi me wKQzB Avwg Rvwb| Dwb wKš‘ cvMj bv| wkw¶Z †Q‡j, weG cvm| H †h ¯‹zjUv †`L‡Qb, ILv‡b covZ| Rwgi fvM wb‡q I‡i cvMj mvwR‡q cv‡q †PBb w`‡q N‡ii g‡a¨ †eu‡a †i‡L‡Q| gv‡S gv‡S GKRb Wv³vi G‡m wK GKUv Bb‡RKkb w`‡q hvq| wgby †g‡qwU‡K e‡j m‡jgvb‡K wb‡q cwÎKvq Zvi c‡¶-wec‡¶ `yÕiKg wi‡cvU© †ei n‡q‡Q ZvB Avwg mZ¨ NUbv Rvb‡Z G‡mwQ|  †g‡qwU e‡jÑ Avcv GLv‡b Avwg Avcbv‡K Gi †ewk wKQz ej‡Z cvie bv| wgby nVvr †g‡qwU‡K Zvi mv‡_ kn‡i Zvi evwo‡Z hvevi R‡b¨ e‡j| †g‡qwU ivwR n‡q hvq| wgby †g‡qwU‡K wb‡q †divi c‡_ `ª“Z cv evovq| wgby GLb g‡b Avkvi Av‡jv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q| †m GLb nq‡Zv Ab¨ cwÎKvi wi‡cv‡U©i †P‡q fv‡jv GKUv wKQz Ki‡Z cvi‡e| me‡P‡q eo K_v, GKwU mZ¨ NUbvi Av‡`¨vcvš— Zz‡j ai‡Z cvi‡e|
wgby †g‡qwU‡K m‡½ K‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q G Lei `ª“Z Q‡jgv‡bi mr gv Ges fvB‡qi Kv‡b hvq| Zviv `ª“Z wgbyi c_ AvM‡j `uvovq| i“¶ ¯^‡i e‡jÑ Avgv‡`i bv Rvwb‡q Avgv‡`i bZzb eD wb‡q Avcwb †Kv_vq hv‡”Qb? wgby Zv‡`i K_vq nZf¤^ n‡q hvq| †m wg‡qwUi w`‡K AcjK ZvwK‡q _v‡K| Kx A™¢yZ GB evOvwj bvix! Zvi †PvL w`‡q cvwb Mwo‡q co‡Z _v‡K| wd‡i hvevi c_ G gyn~‡Z© Zvi Kv‡Q ˆeVvnxb †bŠKv wb‡q b`x cvwo †`evi g‡Zv g‡b n‡”Q|

 

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hvB †nvK Ry‡Zv Ly‡j cv ay‡q gnvR‡bi mv‡_ NyiwQ GNi †_‡K IN‡i| wmuwo‡Z IVvi mgq gnvRb evg cv‡q nVvr †nuvPU †L‡jb| wZwb †gvUv †Pv‡L Avgvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb| Zvi aviYv me wmuwoi gvc wbðqB mgvb nqwb| m‡½ m‡½ †nW wgw¯¿‡K WvK‡Z ej‡jbÑ †nWwg¯¿x G‡jv †gRvi‡g›U †Uc nv‡Z| wb‡`©k Abyhvqx Aš—Z cuvPevi †g‡c †`Lv‡jb; gv‡c †Kvb AmsMwZ †bB| †QvU-e‡ovi †Zv cÖkœB I‡V bv| wmuwo fvOvi AwfÁZv G‡Zv †ewk †h, Gi gv‡c †Mvjgvj nevi †Kvb m¤¢ebv †bB| GiB g‡a¨ gnvR‡bi kvjv mv‡ne G‡m nvwRi| wZwb fve‡ZB cv‡ibwb `yjvfvB G‡Zv ZvovZvwo mvB‡U G‡m  †cuŠQv‡eb| ZwoNwo N‡i Xy‡KB wb‡R‡K euvPv‡bvi Rb¨ `yjv fvB‡qi D‡Ïk¨ ej‡jbÑ i‡Oi gv‡K©U cwi`k©b K‡i Gjvg| †ek Kg `v‡g eªv‡ÛW iO cvIqv hv‡e| gnvRb å“ KzuP‡K Zvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb| kvjv mv‡ne welqwUi mZ¨ †U‡b ej‡jbÑ wmuwo Avwg wb‡R †g‡c †g‡c Kwi‡qwQ| †Kv‡bv AmsMwZ cv‡eb bv `yjvfvB| Z‡e GKw`b Avwg mvB‡U Avm‡Z cvwiwb †mw`b wKQz N‡U‡Q wKbv ej‡Z cvi‡ev bv| gnvRb welqwU Avgvi Nv‡o Pvcv‡bvi †Póv ¸i“Z¡ mnKv‡i wb‡jb Ges GK‡PvL U¨viv K‡i Ggbfv‡e Gcvk Icvk ch©‡e¶Y Ki‡Z jvM‡jb †hb †Pv‡Li †fZ‡i eªv‡ÛW IqvUvi †j‡fj Av‡Q| wKš‘  AvkvnZ n‡jb| Avgv‡K h_vh_ wZi¯‹vi Kiv †M‡jv bv| cvk †_‡K †nW †jevi e‡j DV‡jv, m¨v‡ii †Zv GK cv †QvU ZvB G iKg N‡U‡Q| Avcbviv Lv‡gvLvB mgq bó Ki‡jb| gnvRb GKUz Avo‡Pv‡L wgw¯¿i w`‡K ZvwK‡q Zv‡K Kv‡Q †W‡K evg †Pvqv‡j m‡Rv‡i GKwU _vài ewm‡q w`‡jb| Zvici Z¡wir MwZ‡Z wmuwo †Q‡o eokvjv‡K wb‡q wjd‡Ui †fZi cÖ‡ek Ki‡jb| Zvi wb‡`©‡k Avgiv h_vixwZ wmuwo w`‡q †nu‡U Dc‡i DVjvg| wØZxq Zjvq  †b‡gB gnvRb ej‡jbÑ wjd‡U †Zv `yÕRbB `uvov‡bv hvq bv, GwU Pvi R‡bi wjdU n‡jv wK K‡i? wbðqB wjd‡Ui wVKv`vi `yB bv¤^vix K‡i‡Q| GLbB wjdU B›Uvib¨vkbvj‡K †gvevB‡j jvMvI|
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gnvRb ev_i“‡gi w`‡K GwM‡q wM‡q ej‡jbÑ gvóvi †e‡Wi ev_i“‡gi nvBUUv Kg g‡b n‡”Q| ev_ i“‡gi Quv` gv_vq †V‡K hv‡e bv †Zv?  †nWwg¯¿x ej‡jvÑ m¨vi, ï‡bwQ Avcbvi Avwg©‡Z PvKwi Kivi Lye mL wQ‡jv wKš‘ gv‡c K‡gi Rb¨ cÖv_wgK wm‡jKk‡b ev` c‡owQ‡jb| A_©vr cuvP wdU Pvi Bw n‡Z cv‡ibwb| Zvn‡j mvZ wdU nvB‡Ui wmwjs Avcbvi gv_vq †VKv‡Z †M‡j †Zv Zv‡K Aš—Z `yB dzU wb‡P bvwg‡q Avb‡Z n‡e| gnvRb †i‡M eokvjvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb| eo kvjv f‡q f‡q ej‡jb- I GKUz IiKg †eqvov, Kv‡iv †Zvqv°v K‡i bv, Z‡e KvR fv‡jv K‡i| Kv‡b Kv‡b ej‡jb, evwK‡Z KvR Pj‡Q bv? wKQz ejv hv‡”Q bv, ejv wVKI n‡e bv Zvn‡j Av‡›`vjb n‡Z cv‡i| Avcbvi mybvg bó n‡e| gnvRb ej‡jb, Zv‡Zv eyS‡ZB cviwQ; Zzwg wQ‡j e‡j euvPv| Zv bv n‡j Kx †h n‡Zv Avwg Rvwb! cvk †_‡K †nW wgw¯¿ e‡j DV‡jv, m¨vi, Ibvi K_v ej‡eb bv,  Dwb ïay wb‡P e‡m `k wgwbU cici Pv Avi cuvP wgwbU cici wmMv‡iU Uv‡bb| Zv‡K †Kvbw`b KvR †`L‡Z Dc‡i DV‡Z †`wLwb eis Kv‡R †eMov w`‡q‡Qb| wek¦vm bv nq Avgv‡`i mvg‡bB wR‡Ám Ki“b| †nW wg¯¿xi K_vq eokvjvi gyLwU ïwK‡q †M‡jv|
evmvi Lvevi †Uwe‡j e‡m mevB wg‡j BwÄwbqvi mv‡n‡ei A`¶Zvi evbv‡bv M‡í Zvgvkv Dc‡fvM KivUv Gfv‡e gvwU n‡e wZwb fve‡ZB cv‡ibwb| Z‡e evwoi KÎx© †Zv Rv‡b bv| Avevi gnvR‡bi mvnmI †bB Zvi Ici K_v ejvi myZivs Zvi Ae¨nZ ˆZj g`©‡bi mydj †m cv‡e GwUI †nWwg¯¿xi ARvbv bq|
gnvRb nVvr eviv›`vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q e‡j DV‡jb, Av”Qv eviv›`vq †h Kvó Avqi‡Yi †iwjs emv‡bv n‡q‡Q †mUv †Zv ZzwgB cQ›` K‡i K‡i‡Qv , ZvB bv?  fvjB n‡q‡Q, †Zvgvi GB cQ‡›`i cÖksmv bv K‡i Dcvq †bB| H †eUv A‡a©K BwÄwbqv‡ii gv_v †_‡K GB eyw× †ei n‡Zv bv| ZvQvov I‡`i †fZi †Zv `yB bv¤^vix‡Z fiv| my‡hvM †c‡jB c‡KU fivi av›`vq _v‡K|
cvk †_‡K GKRb †jevi e‡j DV‡jv, m¨vi, cÖwZw`bB iv¯—v †_‡K †KD bv †KD e‡jÑ GB †jvnvi †iwjs‡qi aviYv evwoIqvjvi g‡Zv GKRb bvgx`vgx gvbyl †K‡bv †g‡b wb‡jv| †`L‡jB g‡b nq, gy‡³vi Dci ev›`i e‡m Av‡Q| gnvRb †¶‡c wM‡q ej‡jb, IB e¨vUv, Pzc| ZzB  †Zv `yÕ cqmvi †jevi, GB ivRKxq KvjPv‡ii ZzB Kx eySwe! GwU †h cQ›` K‡i‡Q †m †c­b Pvjbv Qvov Avi me KvRB Ki‡Z cv‡i| GZ eo KwirKg©v †h, Zvi wei“‡× K_v ewjm, G‡Zv e‡ov mvnm! cvk †_‡K †nWwgw¯¿ e‡j DV‡jv, wVKB KB‡Qb m¨vi, Dwb hLb GZB cv‡ib ZLb WªvBfv‡ii m‡½ Lvivc e¨envi bv K‡i MvwoUv Aš—Z wb‡R‡K Pvjv‡Z e‡jb| WªvBfv‡ii Lvev‡ii †Kvb UvKv Dwb `¨vb bv K¨vb Zv‡i wR‡Ám K‡ib| WªvBfvi‡i †Zv cÖwZw`b Avgv‡`iB LvIqv‡Z nq| gnvRb, kvjv mv‡n‡ei w`‡K †gvUv †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q D”P¯^‡i e‡j, †K‡bv Zzwg †h †mw`b Lvevi †Uwe‡j †Zvgvi Avcvi mvg‡b ej‡jÑ MvwoUv wb‡R Pvwj‡q mvB‡W hvI, Zv‡Z WªvBfvi †Zj Pzwi Ki‡Z cv‡i bv, †Zj LiP A‡bK †eu‡P hvq| Avgiv mevB wg‡j †Zvgvi K‡Zv cÖksmv Kijvg| kvjvi gyLwU Avevi ïwK‡q hvq| wZwb †nWwg¯¿xi w`‡K KUgU K‡i ZvwK‡q Zwir gyL bvwg‡q e‡j, IB e¨vUv cvwbi U¨vswKUvi wKDwis wVKg‡Zv n‡”Q †Zv? bvwK †mLv‡bI duvwK w`‡”Qv?  †nWwg¯¿x e‡j, U¨vswK †Zv fivB _v‡K, Gi Avevi wKDwis wK‡mi? gnvRb Gevi g„`y †n‡m kvjv mv‡ne‡K e‡j, †Zvgv‡K †Zv eyw×gvbB fveZvg, wKš‘ gv‡S gv‡S †evKvi g‡Zv K_v ej‡Qv †K‡bv?
gnvRb wmwo †e‡q wZb Zjvi w`‡K DV‡Z ïi“ K‡i| wmuwo‡Z emv‡bv cv_i¸‡jv Zvi cQ›` n‡q‡Q| †d¬v‡ii †P‡qI wmwoi cv_i¸‡jv Zvi Kv‡Q GB gyn~‡Z© fv‡jv jvM‡Q| kvjv mv‡ne nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡j, fvBRvb GwUI Avgvi cQ‡›`i| gnvRb e‡j, Z‡e †g‡Si¸‡jv †K cQ›` K‡i‡Q? †K‡bv, Av‡MB †Zv  e‡jwQ, Avwg| wKš‘ †Zvgvi †evb †h ej‡jvÑ I¸‡jv bvwK Avgvi eo‡g‡q cQ›` K‡i w`‡q‡Q| kvjv mv‡ne Gevi BZ¯—Z K‡i e‡jÑ wVKB Av‡Q cv_i †Kbvi mgq I Avgvi m‡½ wQ‡jv|  wVK Av‡Q, Avi wg‡_¨ ej‡Z n‡e bv| wKš‘ Kv‡Ri AMÖMwZ G‡Zv Kg †K‡bv? kvjv e‡j, IUv †Zv fvBRvb Avwg Rvwb bv| IUv BwÁwbqvi Rv‡b| †nWwg¯¿x †Zv Avgvi KLvB †kv‡b bv| cuvPUvi Av‡MB KvR eÜ K‡i BwÁwbqv‡ii Kv‡Q e‡m _v‡K|  †m Kx †hb c‡o Avi Iiv nv K‡i ïb‡Z _v‡K| gnvRb nVvr †PvL e‡ov K‡i kvjvi w`‡K ZvKvq, å“ KzP‡K e‡j, I e¨vUv Kx Kwe bvwK? Zv †Zv RvbZvg bv! †nWwg¯¿x cvk †_‡K e‡j I‡V, m¨vi Ibvi †jLv ïb‡j Avcbvi wc‡j Pg‡K hv‡e| g‡b n‡e evwoi Kv‡Ri Avi `iKvi †bB, GLv‡bB †i‡L Ab¨wKQz Kwi| gv‡b, Ab¨ wKQzi gv‡bUv Kx? cÖkœ K‡i gnvRb| gv‡b †Zv wKQz GKUv Av‡Q, Zq Avcwb ïb‡j Kó cvB‡eb| wK‡mi Kó? e‡jv Zzwg| †nWwg¯¿x GK wbwg‡l e‡j hvqÑ bv gv‡b Avcbviv †Kg‡b G‡Zv UvKv-cqmv evbv‡jb Zvi wnmve... GB Avi Kx! wnmve Ki‡Z Ki‡Z hLb †`L‡eb,  †Kvb ew‡Zi AwaKv‡ii Nvo †P‡c e‡m Av‡Qb, ZLb g‡b n‡e GKwU bi‡Ki Rb¨ G‡Zv c~e© cÖ¯‘wZ wK‡mi? Avi kvjv mv‡ne‡K e‡jb, GKUz fv‡jv n‡Z| Dwb KvD‡i gvbyl g‡b K‡ib bv| Ibvi KvRB n‡”Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q BwÁwbqvi mv‡ne‡K Lvivc evbv‡bv| Avcbvi AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb †KD evwowU †`L‡Z G‡j Zv‡K Ggbfv‡e †evSv‡bvi †Póv K‡ib †h‡bv mewKQz Ibvi c­vbg‡Zv n‡”Q, BwÁwbqvi mv‡ne wKQzB Rv‡bb bv| Dwb GLv‡b bv Avm‡j eis evwovUi wdwbwks KvR AviI GKgvm Av‡M †kl n‡q †h‡Zv| mvZw`b ci hLb evwo n¨vÛIfvi n‡e, ïbjvg †mw`b wgjv` n‡e| Avgiv wgjv‡`i Av‡Mi w`b n¨vÛIfvi K‡i P‡j †h‡Z PvB| Avi BwÁwbqvi mv‡ne Kvj †_‡K Avi mvB‡U Avm‡eb bv| Avgv‡`i‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Qb| gnvRb D”P¯^‡i †nWwg¯¿x‡K cÖkœ K‡ib, †K‡bv Avm‡e bv? †nWwg¯¿x e‡j,  m¨vi, Avgvi †QvU †g‡qUvi nVvr we‡q wVK nq, wKQz UvKvi `iKvi wQ‡jv| KvR eve` Avgvi UvKv cvIbvI Av‡Q| wZwb †eva nq Avcbvi Kv‡Q UvKv †P‡qwQ‡jb wKš‘ Avcwb †Zv UvKv †`b bvB eis Zv‡K A‡bK Lvivc K_v e‡j‡Qb| wZwb Zvi ¯¿xi we‡qi Mnbv wewµ K‡i Avgv‡K wKQz UvKv w`‡q‡Qb| AvMvgx mßvq Avgvi †g‡qi we‡q| m¨vi, †`vqv Ki‡eb| Avgiv †iv‡` cy‡o, e„wó‡Z wf‡R B‡Ui ci BU †Mu‡_ `vjvb Zzwj wKš‘ Avgv‡`i Rxe‡b †Kvb ¯^cœ †bB| wVK GKwU fvOv `vjv‡bi g‡Zv| BU miv‡Z miv‡Z K_b †h welv³ mvc †ewi‡q G‡m Kvgo †`q Avgiv wb‡RB Rvwb bv| Z‡e BwÁwbqvi mv‡ne Rv‡bb, Dwb †Zv  †jLK-gvbyl, Avgvi †g‡qUv Zvi GB AvZ¥Z¨v‡Mi K_v ï‡b Kvj mvivivZ †Ku‡`‡Q| Avwg KweZvi gg©v_© eywS bv, Zq Kvbœv eywS| Avcbvi GB evwoUv hZw`b _vK‡e, †m RoZv aviY Ki‡jI IB Kwei Kó‡KB ey‡K a‡i `uvwo‡q _vK‡e| KviY GB evwoUvi cÖwZwU B‡Ui mv‡_, wm‡g‡›Ui KYvi mv‡_, i‡oi mv‡_, `iRvi †Lv`vB Kiv cvj­vi mv‡_, Rvbvjvi Mªx‡ji mv‡_ Ibvi kªg †Lv`vB n‡q †M‡Q; †h N‡i iv‡Z Nygv‡eb †mB Ni †_‡K D”PvwiZ n‡eÑ GLv‡b Avgiv hviv kªg w`‡qwQ, Nvg Avi i³ Swi‡qwQ Zviv †Kv‡bvw`b `vex wb‡q Avm‡ev bv, ej‡ev bv Avgv‡`iI AwaKvi msi¶‡Yi K_v wQ‡jv| Avgiv †mB K‡eB †dvUv †dvUv Nv‡gi BwZe„Ë fy‡jwQ, †jvnvi AvNv‡Z AvOyj †d‡U †h i³ S‡i‡Q †mB K‡ói Dcgv fy‡jwQ, wbwð‡š— Nygvb gnvRb cÖ‡qvR‡b cvnvivi ee¯’v Ki‡ev AvRxeb|

 

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